Happy birthday to my daddy and my number one hero i love you so much
I know val really likes me but sometimes i wish she loved me. I know im unlovable and im not the most attractive, smart or anything good person but i really love her and i hope that she tells me she loves me soon..i love telling her i love her even if it breaks my heart everytime i say it and she doesnt say it back.
My dads stupid dog attacked my cat today and i went upstairs in my room to see peanut bleeding from the neck in a corner crying, my poor baby had to get stiches and almost died because of that dog! GRRRR.
Im feeling really alone today..idk if its cause vals depressed and not talking much or what but i hate this feeling and its making me want to cut. Ugh i suck. i just want to be not grounded anymore so i can go live my life with my gf and friends and start my stupid summer. im also really nervous that i didnt pass my math test but whatever at this point all i wanna do is see val hold her in my arms and eat her face off and just tell her how beautiful she is so we can both feel better.
You frustarte me to a whole new extent. Cant even ellaborate more because im just that annoyed.
Happy fathers day to a great, dad, friend, fisherman, hard worker, and overall a great man.
I love you and thank you for coming back home and picking up all the pieces when i couldnt do it myself.
I dont know why but im just so annoyed lately at people, and there life choices. To the point where i shouldnt even be able to talk to people because i get so dickish.