If there is any god please let me die today, i am just suffering here and its not fair. If a few months of happiness is all i get i dnt want to live. Im praying to a god i dont believe in to kill me today.

I have been gone

I decided not t use this for quite some time now because i was happy i actually felt like a human and actually felt some kind of happiness and love in my life but now that’s all gone so im back to be miserable again, and i have never felt worse id rather be abused again than deal with this shit honestly.